under-same-sky:

(via https://open.spotify.com/track/3lCHADWP8ohxnfBiUqAN3o)

“When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I’m meant to be, this is me
Look out ‘cause here I come
And I’m marching on to the beat I drum
I’m not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me “

I AM WORTHY OF LOVE!
Family might be blood but blood has treated me worse than most of those I have crossed paths with. I still have the hateful email you sent me in 2005, calling me and my sister so many horrible things, glorifying your sister (our mother) YOU DIDNT EVEN LIVE NEAR US! You only knew what you were told, (from my lying mother) and the way you treated my sister as our mother laid there dying. 

Your name came on my screen today as a follow request on IG, IT made me sick! I don’t care what god you pray to that made you think I would ever want a hateful, cold, vengeful bitch, in my life at any time. YEARS have passed and YET the emotional and mental abuse lingers, I can already hear how in your eyes I have failed and how my son is Autistic because of something I did or some karma payout. 

The words FUCK OFF don’t even begin to touch the anger I feel today that you had the guts to send that fallow request. I have you and the rest of the family blocked on most platforms.    

THIS IS ME!!!! 

it took me a long time to love this person. 
My mothers Death SET ME FREE. I owe you NOTHING! 
I am damn proud of the person, mother, wife, sister, daughter, and friend I am. I have been taught what REAL unconditional love is and I have given my kids far more support and love than I even knew was possible as a child.