The last

agiraffesjournal:

When was the last selfie?  When was our last smile?  When was the last moment to be captured?

When was the last laughter?  The last goofy joke or silly face?  When did you last tease me and I took no offense, because I didn’t doubt your affection?

When did you last say “I love you?”  When did you last mean it?  Do I still mean it?  Do you?

When did I reach out and touch your hand, taking comfort in our closeness?  When did you last touch my arm in your sleep, reassuring you that I was there?

When we last kissed, did we know it was the last?  Would it have been more than a peck?  Would we have lingered and allowed ourselves to long for each other?  Or would we have just not bothered?

When did I last plunge into you, emotionally and physically?  When did I last need you so much that I wanted our bodies to be one?  When did I last nuzzle into your neck as we were entwined?

And why did I not know it would be the last time?  And would it be any easier now if I did?

This is why we have to cherish every moment in our life… there has been a few times I wish I would have known it would be the last time.

I couldn’t have written that better💚