Two first dates one night

I was originally meeting a very, quiet, shy guy who I found out was married and cheating. And isn’t the mess I need to be invovled in and dating because thats not what I’m looking for. And cheating isn’t fucking cool.

25 min from home. And someone else I’ve been chatting with, lives out were I currently am. I texted I was on his side of town, hes was like where are you at. I told him and we met up for the first time and had a beer. Way better date. I’m always careful when I get compliments, it feels like some sort of game.

It’s almost 3 am and im just getting home.

Neither guy tried any moves. Which I’m happy about. I’m not a sex toy. And really connecting is getting harder every day.