Well damn

I might have jinxed myself.

The past issues with new to poly could be finding me in a similar situation again…. just got to wait and see. But the fear and scars fucking make my head a mess right now. Thanks PTSD *eye roll*

And my Friday night date….. canceled

At least he communcated and if not lying has valid reasons for canceling

*sigh* my heart hurts. *crawls back in bed*

*rescheduled date to much later tonight*

Was a flop. No connection or chemistry