Girl Time Out

Today BFF and I went to the mall. Girl time. I’m thankful that I have people whom I can openly talk to, who can see it in my eyes when I’m happy and when I’m sad. And can laugh at my metaphors and proverbial boxes. 🤣😊 they can also tell me what they think, without being mad or offended that i might not take their advice. No shock she thinks I’m crazy.

We went Torrid for bra and panties, ALWAYS fun with me when the store employees know me by name and pull stuff from the back i might like.. tried on a dress, laughed at myself more then enough today. Extra round of strong coffee, cinnabon to end the day.

Messages? I’ll pass

😑 a few random messages today *odd AF* but i just am not feeling a new converstion😕 and I’m most defiantly not up for a heart to heart with my ex.😑 today didnt go as planned but i survived, the house is clean, no ones in the hospital *knocks on wood* and everyone’s where they need to be. 😞tomorrows a new day and if it goes as planned im suppose to go shopping with BFF. We shall see what happens. 😧

I was invited….

To go to trivia tonight….. but i didn’t need to find excape in a darker place, nor repeat lessons learned. Where I WANT to be tonight isnt possible. I had hoped things would change last min…And what my night holds, is a hand, in a game, i never wanted to fucking play. I’m just pissy… And my son’s teacher wants to socialize with me about a tv show that i have to watch what I say in my opinions because she doesn’t know I’m Polyam

*ear buds in*

*rock music up*

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Back to my regular scheduled life

of perpetual commotion.