Breakups and old friends

I needed out of the house to avoid saying something to my adult (18y.o) daughter that I might regret later. I was pissed off.. poor life choices

So I went out. No plan. Heartbroken from most recent ghosting not even a respectful break up..no one was really available tonight to go out with either I wont go to a bar solo.

I passed the coffeeshop my friend of 19yr J5 plays on open mic nights. (Saturdays) well I texted him he said ya I’ll be down there soon. So I met up with him.

He write his own songs and plays guitar. Hes not the next American idol but I can always listen to him strum his music and sing his songs. It calmed me tonight. I get lost in his music not because I long to date him again or anything like that. His words always hit emotions I can relate to. And his style amuses me greatly.

It was short, random but I needed some comfort. And he gave me comfort w/o even knowing it.