17yrs friends, 10 yrs later

Its good to have him home. Got to see an old friend tonight. Hes been gone for the last 10yrs but we’ve kept in touch. It was so good to see him. Even better to get a hug!

Hearing someone who knew me as a young broken, sick, teen, knows my past, look me in the eye today and tell me how impressed and proud of me they are, is such a warm feeling.

Smallest things bring a flash flood of thoughts

Samsungs stupid want to be like facebook update.. it let me know someone got a new phone a few weeks ago. But ijust saw the notification in my contacts…. EVEN THOUGH I DELETED HIS CONTACT… thanks phone i had my mind off him today.. UGH

Every part but the mothers arms.

Source: rupikaurpoems

Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: What! You too? I thought I was the only one-C.S. Lewis

It’s a comfort, near or far, to feel understood. To conversate with someone whom understands an emotion we feel. Happy, sad, glad, hurt, thankful, frustrated. Whatever emotion, to feel understood is a comfort because for that moment we dont feel alone.

I left my comfort zone. Because if we want something new and different, we have to try something new and different to achieve it. Change has never been very kind to me. And i cant say i like it in the slightest. But today was very different, yet familiar from a past situation. *vague topic i know* Even if a fluke and a false start so to say it made me smile, laugh and gave me comfort.

I think Im ready for some changes, so many have come this year unwanted and painful, shocking, and rattling. Let see what this one can bring. Who knows what crazy adventures i might find myself on. I know 28months ago i did the craziest thing ever, so much fun, self discovery and growth took place then… why not.