
I didnt see it coming. But I’m glad it going this way.
Nor-cal, 33y.o, mom, wife, spoonie…. My life is one of those "had to be there" jokes. Think of it as a peek in to my mind. some NSFW/18+ only please, all most everything is a repost from other social media platform that i can relate with or love. Common topics include: Moon, Space, Coffee, Love, Depression, feelings, poly, ASD & Fibromyalgia

There isn’t a one right person, but there is many loves, many ways, but I fear this. Lied to so much.
Causes me levels of anxiety, fear and uncertainty about each step.
Sometimes exciting and adventurous to wonder new paths, and explore at new levels and speeds……while other times absolutely frightening wondering the unknown leaving so much in others hands. At what point am I on a solo adventure?
I like to say I’m happy, but all to often in MY life….when I admit that simple, yet huge thing… life makes an unexpected turn. So I feel far more confident addmitting I’m scared.
I’m sure the mushy and rush will make since eventually. For now, I am simply rambling putting things in my head together, in their appropriate boxes, because I’m not confident if i have answers or more questions. But always more information.. and that never gets old.
“I believe in the kind of love that doesn’t demand me to prove my worth and sit in anxiety. I crave a natural connection, where my soul is able to recognise a feeling of home in another. Something free-flowing, something simple. Something that allows me to be me without question.”
— Joey Palermo
“And if tonight while you’re there and I am here I shall dream of the taste of your lips and hope that you’re dreaming – at least thinking of – the taste of mine.”
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I still taste your kiss on my lips.