
The most frustrating part of it all…..
Was I shared what two people had recently done in my life. How it hurt, how I felt, how scared I was to get hurt again letting down walls, And you had shared how fucked up that was. Only to do pretty much the same damn thing… why?
If this year has taught me anything it’s not to chase people.
I have people whom value me, love me and want me. Near and far.
I’m not lost, nor lonely. I simply enjoy sharing my life with others whom I connect with. I just find it overwhelmingly frustrating how fake people have become.
Another door closed. Simply with silence and lack of respect to communicate.
Onward heart.
It’s a unique part of polyamory that you get to be in different parts of a romance at the same time. You may have a crush and a steady relationship at the same time. You may have your heart broken at the same time you’re falling in love. You may be waiting for the right moment at the same time you’re taking things too quickly. Sometimes its a blessing and sometimes its definitely not.
WTF

We struggle to make plans. I move some of my plans around to see you, your excited you say…. and you stop replying to my texts the day of….. WTF is this shit. 🤔



