What I want

Im I want a real deep connection. A friendship, that catches fire and that turns into more. I am polyamours, i am married, with kids (one speical needs) and care taker to several other friends and family members. Im needed so much in my day to day life and i give so much. I love at full volume. I want to be wanted, not needed. Not saved, not catered too,not spoiled, but equal. I want to laugh with a passion that excites me. Talk about life and science and why we view or feel things the way we do. I want see someones eyes light up when they talk about what they are passionate about while being able to take a joke or pun mid line. I want honest, seeing others cool, fucking others cool, lets get tested regularly to stay safe, having a hard time in another realtionship and need a sunggle and vent you got it. someone I can text good and bad too who wanted to know what’s going on in my mind But I dont want to change someones goals or life i only want to add to it.