under-same-sky:

Fuck August

Got my heart broken

Phone broken (need to replace screen)

Fitbit broken (screen broke)

Car needs $1000 repair (parked till fixed)

Cat needs put down (old age has won)

School started back up (the grind and time restrictions)

And a few other issues minor but frustrating on top of the bigger matters.

My head and heart aren’t right and i feel weighted down and numb at the same time, i havnt fully cried yet either, over any of it. And yes i know thats going to be huge ugly cry when it happens.

My current earworm… while sad the beat matches my run pace and it drives me to push forward