

Nor-cal, 33y.o, mom, wife, spoonie…. My life is one of those "had to be there" jokes. Think of it as a peek in to my mind. some NSFW/18+ only please, all most everything is a repost from other social media platform that i can relate with or love. Common topics include: Moon, Space, Coffee, Love, Depression, feelings, poly, ASD & Fibromyalgia
i just want something to fucking work out for once
“I crave the side of you that you don’t show to anyone else.”
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Sometimes poly just hurts.
Sometimes it hurts because of things that are specific to poly. Sometimes it hurts for the same reasons that love in general can hurt, mono or poly, but it hurts in that way even more if you have more love in your life.
Sometimes it just feels like too much all at once. Not too much bad, just too much. Too much love and too many kisses and too many friends and activities. Too much stimulation. Too much new, too much old, too much potential pain, too much that could go wrong, too much that isn’t going wrong right now. Too many people involved. Too many hearts, too many minds.
Too much to have. Too much to lose.
I smell a dirty rat
And I could really go bad shit crazy on someone and fuck their whole world up…
But I’m not that kinda person.
I have more questions than answers and I want to ask them and hear him out. But I’m pretty pissed off
And I hate that I was right.
Why why why do people lie!
“I have many lovers, at least, I think I do. I have lovers I have never touched. Lovers I have never seen. Lovers I have only shared words with. Lovers both platonic and sexual. I think a lover is someone who is genuinely interested in the thoughts and feelings you keep deep inside. A lover is someone who wholeheartedly cares for you.”
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