Nor-cal, 33y.o, mom, wife, spoonie…. My life is one of those "had to be there" jokes. Think of it as a peek in to my mind. some NSFW/18+ only please, all most everything is a repost from other social media platform that i can relate with or love. Common topics include: Moon, Space, Coffee, Love, Depression, feelings, poly, ASD & Fibromyalgia
Made plans to meet up with someone new, not to new, someone who was going through some relationship losses and heart healing and we made plans for Saturday. super casual thing set up. We both could use some fresh air, conversation and a beer. Im always a nervous wreck before meeting people, regardless of the intentions.
Oh my poly friends/fallowers i had to share. I went to a birthday party for my ….. no label…. and all his poly peeps were there. I dont mingle and i dont like my poly-cule bubbles tounching, i like my relationships (bubbles) solo. but i knew it would mean a lot to him if i could overcome anxiety and come to his birthday party…..
Lots and lots on anxiety meds, bff pep talk and i did it. I went for 3 hrs
My favorite part was catching him watching me to make sure i was okay, from across the room. His smile was like a comforting hug.
He walked me out and shared how much he appreciated me coming. Another speical night.
Perpetual Commotion 