Whoa!

Something small like a headache shouldn’t ever end up with a frenzy of dr and nurse’s and a team speiclist wondering what the best plan is…. ALIVE is the best plan…. and that still had a maybe attached. It all came down to one ER Dr. Who listened to me when i gave the detials and realized this isnt a normal headache. Admitted, OR avoided (barely) discharged, with more labs and CT scans.

Im home, but I can’t begin to tell you how scary this weekend was. LIFE…is one monkey wrench moment to the next. And most of my life, my health is one wrong step from a cliff dive. DR House….. is he available please.

With Grandbaby due, Huge IEP meeting coming, huge changes & accomplishments made in my financial world, wonderful growth in my home realtionships, goals and adventures lay ahead, I think the only thing I’m missing is my poly life…. the additional companionship and laughter over good food, under stars, or on a hike. I miss dating. I miss that human connection of feeling at home, in someone else, whom i dont share a home with but the General connection of cheering eachother on, laughing, and supporting eachothers struggles. Hugs, kisses and just knowing your on someones mind amidst the crazy daily, and the simplest of thoughts makes you smile… because i still laugh out loud at chicken strippers, (even if I’m laughing alone) I find this connection so rare. I’ve been there before. I’ll be there again.

Until then, Tomorrow more tests, another day, progress to be made, I’m here, and I’ll enjoy every bit i can.