Laying in bed with my love.

He wanted to talk, catch up. Its Been such a crazy week. And being apart for 4days wasn’t easy. I shared a song that made me think of him this week. Shared parts of converstions, thoughts and emotions. Did my homework for Monday’s appoinemnt, and just spent time together.

We are in such a better place together now. And this week has been a test to all the changes we have made.

I think the most touching thing said tonight,

“You told me your scared, but i am too, im happy to see you eyes sparkle again, i know you’ve miss him. But remeber the break up didnt just effect you alone last time, so yes im scared too.”

I cant ask for a more loving supportive husband. Our crazy life is never short of a realty tv show. He listens to my happiness, and comforts my sadness. Celebrates my joys and protects my broken peices.

Today was a monday that I cant say i saw coming.

My day started out with texts that My daughter was in early stages of labor. I got up and left town in 30 min to make the 2hr drive to her, shes 2 weeks early, and today my baby girl, gave birth to her first child. a healthy baby boy 6lb 11oz, 19inches . She did amazing, and impressed me how much shes grown in 9mths..

๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’›

Parenting makes weird full circles when grandkids come around. I am Nonna, an name close to my own heart. And i think shes gunna be a fantastic Momma bear

๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’›

I also had a more, in-depth, lengthy conversation with someone today. Someone, i honestly didnt think i would cross paths with again. I’m not sure if Im more shocked๐Ÿ˜ฎ, or scared of being hurt again๐Ÿ˜ž. BUT the excitement is welcomed and was honestly missed. ๐Ÿ˜ถ๐Ÿ˜โ˜บ

With the many different directions my 2018 has gone in such a short time, I can’t even pretend to have an idea what lays ahead. But im excited, and kinda ๐Ÿฆ‹butterflies and dare i say bumblebees ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚

Failed APPS

MyFitnessPal……..FITBIT………Runkeeper

Just communcate with each other please..๐Ÿ˜‘

This stuggle of communication with these 3 apps reminds me of poor poly communcation which makes me chuckle a little inside. ๐Ÿ˜‚

JUST COMMUNICATE PLEASE๐Ÿ˜ฃ

My legs are weak, my fire is re lit, my heart is happy, what am amazing night. And im beyond words thankful for my metamor having the idea. I dont wanna change thier lifestyle, i just wanna spend time with him and so few understand that.

Im so in shock, its been so long since i felt the magic chemistry brings to the table.
7.14.17๐Ÿ

Wow. Love the support. Its oddly comforting knowing so many ppl love support or simply understand polyamory.
Bestie convinced me to share my story online 9 mths ago. And now with 500 people fallowing this small secondary blog i wanna hug you all.

Thanks for the fallows, comments, hearts and for simply being you.

Poly isnt about the sex

Hubby is exhausted from working in the heat

Boyfriend is with his other for her birthday

New guy im crushing is slammed with work & family just returning from his vaction.

Im laying in bed, solo, hurting from unplanned root canal and chronic pain flare up before throat surgery on monday

Poly isnt about the sex nor is it always having my arms full.

But she said, where’d you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I’m not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss

something just like this -coldplay and chainsmokers

Everyones poly looks different.
Im married, my poly has hierarchy structure.
Some do, some dont.

I never want to cross a line in someone else marriage. I respect their marriage and personal boundaries.

Please dont let NRE make a mess of things.
Communcation and consent

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