Well when i call someone on thier bluff most the time im very disappointed. I find someone that i click with and the have no intentions of meeting in real life they just wanted to have fun texting. Last night i wasn’t disappointed.

I made an offer to drive to MM, and despite how busy he was. He welcomed me. Finished washing out the freshly dyed purple hair and tossed on a flannel and jeans. (He said he likes me in flannels)

As a cute thing i brought cheesecake. (Both of our favorite.) I expected nothing i was happy to see him, hear him, hug him. If more happened i was willing, but i knew i had no expections.

I felt respected. He showed me around his shop. We talked. As friends. I was more comfortable with him than i expected to be. But still so nervous. But hes even better looking in person. His movements and voice where lighting me on fire. I could feel my knees weak and feet shaking. I cant remember half the shit we talked about. I was so hypnotized by him. He could of barked orders my way and i would have submitted willingly

While talking i had to remove a nipple clamp it was becoming painful. He seemed shocked i had done as he mentioned. He expressed he wanted to see them but
Being in front of large windows made me very uncomfortable. His eyes felt like they could tear me apart. I couldn’t hold eye contact. I felt vulnerable. I’d always blushed and giggled. He thought it was cute.
He walked over standing while i was seated on the couch he played with my hair trying to calm me down. Placed my head on his hip. But each pass through my hair only left me wanting him to grab a handful and take control. But he said a few times he wanted to build trust. I insanely trust him already why? I dont know.
He handed me a vibe and told me to play while he took off his pants. Never has watching someone undress been such turn on. He joined me. handled my lady parts with such gentle care. I came with minimal effort. He stood up and i was more than eager to have him in my mouth. I could feel his resistance. He said it had been so long since hes been blown. Hearing that only made me want to conquer that more. My hands wanted to explore..my mouth as well. Our position didnt make for the best abilty to do so, but i was fallowing his lead. He tasted good, smelled amazing, and i for a moment checked out in pleasure, as he joined in and thrusted forward. He came. And w/o second thought i did my best to swallow all of him.
I wanted more. I wanted so badly to kiss his lips. But i was thankful for the time he gave me. I relized how i had been trained in the past and how it still has me fallow those rule. I asked for a hug before leaving. And i felt like putty in his arms. He told me to let him know when i was home safely. People like that are rare in today’s world.
The drive home was like riding on a cloud. I know time will decide what or where this goes but for the frist time in a long time im holding my breath this one lasts a while.

i find it rather shocking how much wolf had me trained but that knowledge will help me undo it