11/23/16

under-same-sky:

openclusterfuck:

What the fuck am I doing? What. The. Fuck? I think I may have lost my mind. This has to be what addiction feels like. You WANT the thing, crave the thing. The thing is so delicious and feels soooo good and leaves you excited and giddy. But at the same time you know the thing is dangerous and will most likely hurt you. And that’s on top of causing you to fuck up your world.

This is exactly how i feel right now☝️ i know i need to walk away and not look back. But it is so incredibly hard to find someone who. excites the mind with intelligence, and depth like he does. *sigh* but his plate is full and i know im only going to get hurt 😢